When I told my feelings, him not believe me, it’s after a long conversation that he told me that I liked and wanted us to try something. Without thinking much I said “this is the opportunity to know if what I feel is only the physical or could become in something more” and it was out to dinner that night, we chatted for a period of more than 3 hours and we kissed at goodbye. you might be wonder if there was chemistry in the kiss? there was one, was the kiss I wait perhaps for many years. ( I had some relationships but it took more than a year without a relationship) A kiss of respect, but brought with love, affection and understanding. That night he asked me what you think of this? I said it’s crazy! was the first thing that occurred to me, then I backed off and said dont know what we are doing. Honestly I did not expect.

He had told all the time through emails he really expect that this situation happen before also he said that if he fall in love want that it will be with me. Days passed and text messages were more frequent honestly I do not what I expected or imagined.

To all this I have a 25 years and I have a beautiful daughter from my previous commitment, I’m divorced and he is unmarried, and without any obligation. AHHHH I just remembered that I had in my mind the idea that he was married with children. So when I said wow ok, the next step is to trust that what we are trying is going to work.

It also recently in my love relationships involving the heart have not really think that this step of falling in love I’m still not ready to give. perhaps fear, if it can be but also I fell in love much of it was my ex husband and now obviously I failed to find someone with whom I fell in love. Maybe now I do and give me that opportunity.

Such a relationship is one that I really want and think will work is complemented by its maturity and my youth. There are details that complement is very quiet and I talk too much, not to think about the things I think and imagine and in fact until the situation arises in the future. I laugh while he is silent, while I dream he think coldly realistic.

Now the question before this beautiful story that has really shaped my life, I must fall in love? is that the falls? (He did not in love with a woman in the last 10 years and the relationships he has had have been just physical attraction.